Yo. So long never post, and i doubt anyone came. But it is ok. Just feel like posting. Anyway, it feels as though i am leaving my job soon. It is already late Jan and the next thing you know is the day when the results are released. I hoped at least i can get into a poly, not anything less than that. =X Previously, i thought of not going to the 3 month course and decided to study in private, but i didn't. =[[ See> i so lazy. =X Well, working seems alright with me now. My in-charge is good, finding chance for me and my other colleague a 3 days off from work during cny. This is good for us as we are going to celebrate cny in M'sia. I thank her 1st. And i hope no other plans are made. =X hee* By the way, i have become cashier twice le. ^^ That was a good experience for me. Thankfully, i do not need to pay any tutorial fee. =X :) Hope don't count wrong any $ in future. Pray hard. Guess will be leaving bossini sooner or later. Perhaps i will miss it in some way. ^^ BUt then, if i go poly, if can, maybe i want change to part time. But it will be tough to handle school work and outside work at the same time. =] let's leave it to heaven's will... Hmm.. audrey is leaving for Australia tomorrow. I find it rather sad that i can't send her off.. my dearest audrey.. sigh wonder when we can ever meet again.. =[ Her blur blur look when we board the bus to ngee ann poly. ^^ shila & i ask her look at the camera but she dun want... =[ finally i caught her full screen! Now we got to say bye... take care my dear...

Yo. So long never post, and i doubt anyone came. But it is ok. Just feel like posting. Anyway, it feels as though i am leaving my job soon. It is already late Jan and the next thing you know is the day when the results are released. I hoped at least i can get into a poly, not anything less than that. =X Previously, i thought of not going to the 3 month course and decided to study in private, but i didn't. =[[ See> i so lazy. =X Well, working seems alright with me now. My in-charge is good, finding chance for me and my other colleague a 3 days off from work during cny. This is good for us as we are going to celebrate cny in M'sia. I thank her 1st. And i hope no other plans are made. =X hee* By the way, i have become cashier twice le. ^^ That was a good experience for me. Thankfully, i do not need to pay any tutorial fee. =X :) Hope don't count wrong any $ in future. Pray hard. Guess will be leaving bossini sooner or later. Perhaps i will miss it in some way. ^^ BUt then, if i go poly, if can, maybe i want change to part time. But it will be tough to handle school work and outside work at the same time. =] let's leave it to heaven's will... Hmm.. audrey is leaving for Australia tomorrow. I find it rather sad that i can't send her off.. my dearest audrey.. sigh wonder when we can ever meet again.. =[

Whoosh. sO LONG NEVER post. Somehow, i am getting terrified of the time passing so fast... the worst part is i have not thought about where i wanna be when my results are released... That's the worst thing one can ever do - not knowing where i wanna be... I looked at keith's msn nick and was rather envious of him. He is like destined to go into jc and i bet he had make it in his mind, dream of it and was close to realising it. And me? Still stuck in this river of wonderers... Working has cut off my connection with my education, my past life and my future. Because all you do is work non-stop. Peeps out there, can anyone tell me how you know what you want to do? I only know i don't like engineering. My thoughts: 1) if L1R5 can get into a good jc ( at least jj), i will step into jc ba.=] but... 2) Diplomas i am interested in: Multimedia and animation/ tourism and resort management/ business studies/ bit/ mass com. sigh. i also dunno which is best. plus, when results are returned to us, i heard that we must faster sign up to snatch the vacancies in the course. woah. so competitive, even in poly. god, i got to think fast.

Yo. Am back to blogging! Just now Daddy and i went to collect my contact lens at Jurong East. We sat on his motorcycle, but due to previous heavy downpour, the air was chilly and send goosebumps on my hand. =X Anyway, he was rather sad that i have to wear contact lens for work. The contact lens sums up to $ 200. =[ Dad requested that wear specs is better. ( can tell his hand was shivering when we pass the $, plus we were the only customer there) Opps. Today, something devastating happened. I caused an accident on a customer which cause me to be guilty for the whole day. =[ Well, i was helping customer A to find another type of long pants which may suits him. On the way to the front of the shop( the pants were placed there), customer B called me and asked me to take out the shirt that the maniquine kid's model is wearing as that was the only piece left. Well, my mind was on the previous customer. At the same time, i was thinking like i dun feel like asking my other colleagues to help me out ( i have asked for their help a lot of times before) . Hence , i decided to take it out myself. But too bad!!!! I grabbed the wrong part of the maniquine, i grabbed his light upper body and the metal piece at the bottom drop on the floor. In addition, the misplacement of the 1st maniquine led to the one beside it to drop too! 2 metal pieces fall and one of it hit the feet of customer B. The force was tremendous. I feel so bad. Everyone was looking at what happened. Just because of my "act independent" act, everything went wrong. =X Sigh. The customer was grabbing his feet hard, squeezing his whole face tight with pain. I feel so sorry, unable to help him. My god, feel like crying at that time. =[ The wife was also very angry with me, casting nasty faces. I am so sorry. =[ One of my colleague says that there were tears streaming in the customer eyes when he was asking for payment. My in-charge asked me asked the customer whether he wants any medicated cream. Woah. The feeling of admitting to one's own mistake requires a lot of courage. I was really apologetic about it. He accepted the cream and applied it on the spot. ONe ugly sight is that there was a big swollen bump and i can't help feeling sorry again. Sigh. In the end, the customer was limping away from the shop. Though i apologised , his face was neutral, i doubt i can forgive the sales person if i were him. =[ My in-charge said that luckily the customer is not a lady, if not the consequences will be more undesirable. I am guilt-ridden. =X I certainly hope this will not happen again. ~ Ok. now cannot end off my entry in a bad way. One qns for all: when is o'level result released? =X

YO. For approximately one month, i have only blogged about 5 entries. The reason was i was tired from work. ( reached home about 11+pm) Anyway, i just found that i have changed in one way or another. I just feel that i can't get back to my usual self. The usual jvs school kid xuelian. =[ I wonder what's wrong with me. In work, my colleagues do told some jokes, but i just can't find any phrase to add on. Then, i find as though i am invisible and anti-social. -.-" Am i? Sigh. In school, i think i am quite noisy then always bully people by teasing. But at work, i can't even crack any( perhaps i am the youngest) and am the quietest. =[ Just what's wrong with me? I just don't want to feel as an invisible being. -lone. Ok. Anyway, tomorrow, i am going to singapore poly open house. I wonder what course suits me. o.O? Sigh. just what? arghx. Have to go there see. =) Blog TMR. -deal.

Yes, am finally blogging. Recently , i didn't blog as i was quite tired from work every night. Now, am having a slight flu too. But it's ok. Work at Bossini was really i don't know how to describe. =[ Well, it did expand my social circle and have a wider view of this society. But, at times , i really find it hard to communicate with some of my colleagues. =[ actually only one. Then, i think i flounder a lot of mistakes over there, hence, always kena scolded. =[ Sometimes is i dunno which part i am wrong then after scolding still dunno. -.-" Anyway, this coming saturday Sinagpore poly having open house, i am gonna off for that day. -Ask shila to accompany me too. anyone interested, meet ya there. ^^ Argh, i think my workplace very boring so i can't blog much. =[[ By the way, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007! dIDN'T know that time passed so fast and i am almost 17? Hmmm... For this new year eve, shila , kaining and i meet up at audrey's house to go to nearby countdown party. ^^ Then hers is at her backyard, but when we walked past there, it seems quite few people and very eerie. So, i suggested to go to the nearby community club's countdown party. Hence , we went ahead. However, it was quite late, then saw some people have goodie bags, so was wondering where? -.- But the countdown started so everything was back to square one. Anyway, after the party was almost ending, there were 2 stalls which sells fried fishballs, chicken wings etc. When I was about to buy one string of fishballs from stall A, stall B shouted " buy one get one freee!!" SWISH! i found myself standing infront of stall B. Woah. real cheap sia. MUST BUY! ok. got to go. see ya. love ya. miss ya. bye ya.